i'm going back, to square one. =)

hey people, im going back 2 labuan today. *tears* will be back to miri maybe during xmas, o maybe not. huhuhu. miss u people in miri so much. dun miss me though. all the best in everything u do! =)

p/s: all the best for those who are taking exams. this song is 4 u.
remember, IT'S NOW OR NEVER!


Now Or Never - East High Wildcats - HSM3 OST

16...16...16 minutes left better get it done
16...16...16 more minutes get ready GAME ON!
16...16...16 minutes left running out of time
16...16...16 more minutes seconds on the line
16...16...16 minutes left gotta get it done
16...16...16 more minutes till we're number one!

Let's go team!

Gotta get it together
Yeah pull up and shoot! Score!
Are you ready
Are you with me
Team...Team...Team
Yeah!
Shake'em with the crossover (WILDCATS)
Tell me what we're here for
To win!
Cause we know we're the best team
Come on boys...come on boys...come on!
The way we play tonight
Is what we leave behind (thats right)
It all comes down to right now its up to us (LET'S GO)
So what are we gonna be (gonna be)
T-E-A-M TEAM
Gotta work it out turn it on! (come on!)

This is the last time to get it right
This is the last chance to make it our night (yea)
Gotta show what we're all about (TEAM!) (WILDCATS!)
Work together! (GO!)
This is the last chance to make our mark (SHOOT!)
History will know who we are
This is the last game so make it count it's
NOW OR NEVER

W-I-L-D (Atta boy!) WILDCATS GET UP COME ON
W-I-L-D WILDCATS COME ON COME ON
West High Knights
Hey!
Yeah we're doing it right
Oh yea!
W(YEAH!)-I-L-D WILDCATS NOWS THE TIME

Gotta get an inside down low
In the paint now shoot! Score! (DEFENSE!)
Gotta work it together
Gimme the ball...Gimme the ball...Gimme the ball! (FAST BREAK)
(Gimme the ball Get the ball in control)
Let it fly from downtown (THREE MORE)
Show them we can do it better (NO WAY!)
GO! GO! GO!COME ON BOYS!(WILD CATS)

The way we play tonight (YEA!)
Is what we leave behind (thats right)
It all comes down to right (West High) now its up to us (LET'S GO)
So what are we gonna be (gonna be)
T-E-A-M TEAM
Gotta work it out turn it on! (COME ON!)

This is the last time to get it right (GO!)
This is the last chance to make it our night (YEA!)
Gotta show what we're all about (TEAM!) (WILDCATS!)
Work together! (GO!)This is the last chance to make our mark (HOOPS)
History will know who we are (who we are)
This is the last game so make it count it's
NOW OR NEVER

Right now I can hardly breath
Oh, you can do it just know that I believe
And thats all I really need
Then come on
Make me strong
Its time to turn it up
GAME ON!

WILDCATS GONNA TEAR IT UP
GO WILDCATS
YEA WE'RE NUMBER ONE
HEY WILDCATS WE'RE THE CHAMPIONS
GO! GO! GO! GO! GO! GO! GO TEAM GO!

West High Knights
Hey!
Yea we're putting up a fight
WILDCATS!
We never quit it! What? Gonna win it! What?
Let me hear you say
HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

This is the last time to get it (oh!) right
This is the last chance to make it all (yea!) happen
We got to show them what we're all about (TEAM!) (WILDCATS)
WORK TOGETHER! (Troy!)
This is the last chance to make our mark
History will know who we are (who we are)
This is the last game so make it count it's
NOW OR NEVER
YEAH!

Love?

i was browsing thru my friendster friendlist and something made me open one of my friend's profile. after opening her profile, i found these words and it encouraged me so much. so i wanted to share it with others. here's what she has written.



- love -
we cant touch it, count it, bottle it, or even see it. But who among us would argue that love isn't rite??

- love -
it makes sane people do n say crazy things. it prompts snobby, selfish people 2 do noble things. it turns boring people into exciting, unpredictable creatures. what else on earth has that kind of power??

- love -
it can hurt like nothing else in the world. and yet, paradoxically, not loving is much more painful.

- love -
the most -talked about-sung about-thought about- theme in all the world. n also the most misunderstood.

- love -
would u like to know more abouT it n see it in a new brand new light?? Then read 1 John, the most eloquent description of love ever penned!!!

- love -
it's not everything u think it is. it's more.....much, much more!!!


i hope u too were encouraged, as i did.
God bless you all.

Hosanna Hosanna, Hosanna In The Highest!

hosanna? what does hosanna means? hosanna means a cry of salvation or a declaration of praise. it also means "come and save us". this song means a lot to me, as i feel blessed when i heard this song for the first time.. i hope u would be blessed too. hosanna, hosanna, hosanna in the highest.


HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST by HILLSONG UNITED

I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Hosanna in the highest

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

im coming back....again!!

hehehe.. im coming back for raya people... so, andy, najua... wahahahhahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalalalala. out of nothing. =P

haha. nothing to post lar... hahaha.. my blog look so dull.. heh. =P
well.. er.. nithing to say lor.. hahahaha..
here a song i have been listening to, dont knw y. lol. i lyk it, so wat? hahaha.


Aliff Aziz - Sayang Sayang

Masaku teringat akan dirimu
Ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
Diam-diam aku menyukaimu
Bermimpi bila kau jadi milikku

Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku ku teriak…
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang

Aku tahu akan sulit bagiku
Mencari-cari pengganti dirimu
Tapi bagi lelaki macam aku
Tak mau berakhir kerna begitu

Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang

Tak mungkin, tak mungkin
Aku menyerah hanya kerna tak dapatkan kamu
Meski jauh di dasar hatiku
Ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang,
Cerita berakhir tak senang

Guess who's back??

hehehehe.. I'm back people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let the mountains bow and seas roar! praise God, He's alive!! haha. saja jak.. haha. and yes, im bck, believe it!

I'm coming home soon people!!

hehehe.. im coming bck on the 10th of august.. flight around 12pm sumthing.. so get ready miri, im come home!! hehehe.. to all my buddies, di sebab kan harga minyak dh naik dgn kadar agak melampau lagi kurang ajar, so xpat selalu gilak jln2 k keta.. mun bas, xhal.. hahahaha.. relax la, we got GG, so why worry??!! hahahahaha.. we all here just finish our Ujian Ptghan Sem (UPS), so hope dpt ok pun result lar... hehehe.. ya jak.. chow lok!! ada kuliah gik pastok!!

a song dedicated to, errr ME!! hahaha

HOME by DAUGHTRY
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Happy Birthday to YOU!!! <3

yey2 sum1's 18th today! hapi and blessed bday dayen! huhu.. later im going to giv the present. hehehe.. 2minggu ku molah benda ya.. harap2 nya suka lah.. huhuhuh.. mun x, lelah2 jak ku molah.. hehehe.. anyway.. i was the 2nd person who wish her 2day, at 12am or so... trecy manage to get to her b4 i did.. huhuhu.. xpa.. tahun dpn cuba lagi.. hahahaha.. anyways, hope that all yr hopes and dreams come thru! i'll be there for u thru it all, even saving u sends me to Heaven. huhuhu. <3 u loads.

dedicated to u, dianna jali, happy birthday...!

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
To you

busy busy busy!

byk na keja eyh... lab repot, 2 egek, tutorial pun belambak. esk ada kuiz. adooooo..!! gney mok idup tok..?? xpat2. God will guide me thru! amen.

dis song is dedicated 2, er, me. hahahaha

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY - DON MOEN

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
And He will do something new today

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

Oh God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way....
He will make a way

With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

Dedicated to Dianna Jali..

"Dedicated to you, my whole heart, my true love..."

When I see your smile,
Tears run down on my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here.

Use me as you will,
Pull my strings just for a thrill,
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...

new habit from abroad?????

lamak2 ku kat ctok nak, ada jak2 penyakit baru ku dpt... nok latest skali is tido petang... adoooo... b4 tok, xpernah lalu ku tido ptg kat miri nun, but ctok, hampir setiap hari! balik kuilah kol 3.30pm ya, tdo kol 4 lbh, bangun dkt kol 7pm! ya gilak ada jak! and now i've started to drink nescafe, adoooo.. milo entah engkah kat cney dh.. i miss my DotA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIDER KOWEL FOR JPP & CAPTAIN!!!!

Haider dah dapat jadi ahli JPP kat matrix labuan oi!! JPP means Jabatan Pewakilan Pelajar, o sumthinig like that lah. hahahaha. best eyh, kwn ku jd ahli JPP... Haider pun dh jadi striker harapan KML (kolej matrix labuan) dlm pasukan bola sepak kolej yg g KAKOM (kdk MSSM tapi utk matrix).. bulan 8 klak cdak g P.P. ya best.. harap2 Haider dipilih jadi kapten. haahhaa. bru bangga cikit jd kwn nya!!. wuhooooo!!!!!!!!

Book 2008 - Chapter 5 - Part 9

Well. Nothing much happened. Let me make a summary of what happen today. I went and bought flowers with Andrew and send them to kolej. Then I went and send Andrew to Hospital. Then I pick him up and my sister. After I send my sister home, I pick up my mom from airport at 3.00pm. Then after sending her home, me, Andrew, Azlan, Afiq, Fathul, Zahir, Mizy, and Malia watch this years most 'beautiful' movie (for the moment), SpeedRacer. It fun. Then we went and ate waffles at Mr.Magic. Then Andrew and the rest went and ate at Najua and I went home for bible study. The after that, mom pick dad up at 11.00pm. I slept early. That was how that day was. F.U.N.

hugs and kisses,
jOsHuA bArU.

Book 2008 - Chapter 5 - Part 8

It was the 2nd day on the job. Did the usual, send my sister to school in the moring. Came home, continue sleeping till 9.00am. Then me, Azlan and Andrew went to Imperial Mall, after picking Afiq up at Pelita Tunku. We stayed there for a few hours, till it's about almost 1.00pm, where Azlan and me went and pick up our sisters and send them home, and later continue going to Boulevard for lunch. Meet with Malia, Fel, and Nab there. Then we went and 'visited' Corn, just to say hello. Hahahaha. Then we roam around Boulevard till we decided to go to Parkson. The funny part is before we went to Parkson, all of us drove around the Boulevard open parking space a few times and we stop next to each other. Macam iklan kereta. Hahaha. The fast and the furious. Lol. Then off we went to Parkson. At Parkson, me, Azlan and Stanley parked side by side, which was fun. Lol. Then we walked around Parkson. We even meet Trecy, Adrian, and Dayen there. o, and even Eno. Lol. Fun Fun Fun. The Stanley went home at about 5.30pm. Azlan then send Afiq home and later it was just me and Andrew. We there went to the swimming pool to pick up my sister. We even had time to talk crap in the car, which was fun. Lol. Then i send Andrew home and I got home too. Today was overall, quite ok. Hehehe. Can't wait for tomorrow!!.
God bless.

hugs and kisses.
jOsHuA bArU

Book 2008 - Chapter 5 - Part 7

Today was first day on the job for me. My dad's away at KL and I'm driving my sister to school and stuff. Hehehe. But after that, I have my fun.
After sending my sister to school at about 6.30am, I went home and online. Bla3. Then around 9.15am, I went and pick Hosea at Lutong Baru and we went to IMMS to give our support to our dear friend, Jane who is taking her JPJ test today. Hope she passes!! Later, we went to Imperial Mall and played there for about 2 hours plus. While playing, Stanley message me asking if I'm going out, I said I'm at Imperial. Soon after than, he appear and we played DotA and FIFA08, after fooling around with Yahoo! Messanger. Lol. At about 12.15pm, me and Hosea went for lunch at Singapore Chicken Rice. We ate chicken rice and taiwan cabbage and we drank some drink which they put Jasmine tea with milk and grass jelly (cincau). It was ok as Hosea payed for everything. Thanks bro!!. Was looking forward in seeing Joy at Mall today but sadly, didn't found her.. Hehe. Then I bought some cheap chicken rice for my sister and send it to her with her stuff as she was going to tuition. I then send Hosea home and got back at my home, A.S.A.P, cause it, yeap, DotA time!!. Then at about 5pm, I fetch Andrew up and bring him round round. My sister forget her swinsuits so I had to send her back. Then Andrew hang around my house till its 7.15pm, then we send my sister to tuition and head to Boulevard to waste time. On the way there, I accidently went on the wrong lane and almost got knock by a car. Lol. Andrew was like, er, I also don't know. Lol. But it was fun. Haha. Don't try this at home. Haha. Then I pick my sister up at 9.00pm and send Andrew home. Then here I am. Haha. Fun day! Can't wait and see what God has planned for me tomorrow!! GBU! Good Night!

hugs and kisses
jOsHuA bArU

Dear friends whom I love..

Haha. I know I have been neglecting my blog for quite sometime and there is a logical explaination for it. The problem is, I'm too busy!! Nope, not with studies, with DotA. Lol. If me rajin then I post something here. Hahaha. But thanks for visiting thou. Link me!! xP

Ric Flair RETIRES!! *sobs* He will be missed by all the WWE fans, including myself. All the best Ric in your life!! Wooooooooooooooooo!!!!

After the match at Wrestlemania 24 ended, it was the Heart Break Kid Shawn Micheals who won the career-threathing match, which causes The Nature Boy, Ric Flair to retired!! sobs! The 2008 Hall of Famer ended his wonderful carrer that night and will never wrestle in the ring again.. There will be no more limousine ridin, jet flyin, kissin stealin, whealin dealin son of a gun in the WWE anymore. After 36 years of Wooooooo!, he is the only man to win the World Heavyweight Championship 16-times! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Here's a video in tribute to the one and only Nature Boy, Ric Flair.



In the immortal words of Ric Flair, "To be the man, you gotta beat the man"

ON BEHALF OF THE FANS, THANK YOU RIC FLAIR, FOR EVERYTHING!
"DIAMONDS ARE FOREVER, SO IS RIC FLAIR!"

For one last time, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Russel Peters Everyone!! He's back with the new black. LoL.

Yo! People! I just found out that Russel Peters is doing stand-up at Def Jam!(found out from andy) Yup! He's back alrite! And I'm loving it!! Here's a lil' something something from his lastest stand-up



Omg! I lmao through the vclip. Yup! Its that funny!! Hahahaha! Check it out from yourself, 'Mondays'! (watch the vclip and you'll understand. lol)

Chelsea FC VS Middlesbrough (BPL MATCH 32)

CHELSEA VS BORO' (BPL MATCH 32 - STAMFORD BRIDGE)

Chelsea came into the game, 8 points behind leaders Man.United. A win at The Bridge will cut the leader to 5 points. With Arsenal winning their match at the Reebok, there's no room of error. A slip now will be costly in the title race, but the good news is, with Liverpool out of the title race, Chelsea can focus on Man.United and Arsenal only. Liverpool, however are still in the fight for the 4th spot, which also means a UEFA Champions League spot next season, which of course, Everton, who are just behind Liverpool, will not go down with out a fight.

Chelsea's Formation (4-3-3)

Gk-Cudicini

Def-Belletti, Terry(C), Carvalho, Bridge

Mid-Ballack, Essien, Obi Mikel

Fw-J.Cole, Drogba, Kalou

Middlesbrough's Formation (4-4-2)

Gk-Schwarzer

Def-Young, Wheater, Pogatetz(C), Taylor

Mid-O'Neil, Boateng, Cattermole, Downing

Fw-Aliadiere, Tuncay

~Not much to talk about in the 1st half, except for Carvalho's goal. A perfect cross in from left back, Wayne Bridge who took a freekick which found Carvalho's header and Schwarzer the Boro's keeper didn't stand a chance.

~The 2nd half is where the game gets intresting. Boro somehow just can't score. They miss 3, yes 3 open goal misses. The 1st one was when Schwarzer launch a long ball foward to Alfonso Alves, which by the time Alves got the ball, Cudicini was way off this goal line and rush towards Alves, which Alves just simply flick the ball past Cudicini. The all he had to do is place the ball into the open Chelsea goal, but somehow, he kick the ball to the bottom corner and it hit the POST!. You could see the face of disbelief in the face of the Boro's manager, Gareth Southgate.

~The next one was from a freekick near the corner flag. As the ball flew in, again, Alves was the one who got to it first. He try a header, where once again the BAR of the Chelsea goal was able to stop Alves from scoring his 1st premiership goal. The 3rd is next to follow, after the ball hit the bar, Wheater was there to get the rebound ball and also tried a header, where he too can't find the net and the ball hit the bar, again.

~Chelsea's Shaun Wright-Phillips too, got a hat-trick of chances but somehow can't seem to convert any of his chances.

FULLTIME SCORE

CHELSEA 1 - 0 Middlesbrough

GOALSCORERS

R.Carvalho (CHE)

Chelsea FC VS Arsenal FC (BPL MATCH 31)

CHELSEA VS ARSENAL (BPL MATCH 31 - STAMFORD BRIDGE)

One of the best games I have ever see. The tension I went through while watching the game was amazing. After the match between Manchester United and Liverpool at Old Trafford, where Man.United won 3-0 thanks to goals from Wes Brown, C.Ronaldo, and Nani, the pressure was on Arsenal as they needed a win to keep up with leaders Man.United, and so are Chelsea, we need to win to move to 2nd and keep the title race tight.

Chelsea's Formation
Gk-Cudicini
Def-Essien, Terry(C), Carvalho, A. Cole
Mid- Makelele, Ballack, Lampard
Fw- J.Cole, Drogba, Kalou.

Arsenal's Formation
Gk-Almunia
Def-Sagna, Toure, Gallas(C), Clicy
Mid-Hleb, Flamini, Fabregas, Eboue
Fw- Van Persie, Adebayor


~Arsenal took the lead when Sagna flick in a Fabregas corner. Gunners lead 1-0.
~Chelsea then make things even when Drogba blasted one in the net after a long ball from
Cudicini. Level at 1-1
~Drogba then wrap things up when he scored the winner after a fantastic ball control from teammate, N.Anelka who came from the bench.

FULLTIME SCORE
CHELSEA 2 - 1 ARSENAL

GOALSCORERS
Sagna (ARS)
Drogba x 2 (CHE)